i miss him

god i miss him

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i'm bored.

tired

lazy

dude. i actually have nothing to say

the end.

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wow. today was ...well interesting. i can't really describe it and i don't know what i'm feeling but its definately great! so i just wanted to inform my xanga world that little ol natalie is doing ok. not great but ok. because i'm getting close to what i want but haven't quite gotten it yet. so lets see..what the future holds for me. maybe just maybe things will work out this time. lets hope.

and for the prom situation. well i just don't know anymore. i don't have a date and i don't think i will. but you know what i'm gonna be fine. so oh well. suck it up right? thats my new motto. just.....SUCK  IT  UP!!!!!

p.s.

reminder....natalie keep smiling. its fun and you like it.

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ok so i sucked it up...and typed it out...paulie paul will you go to prom with me???

OMG! i did it.  i did i did i did...ok but heres the cath he needs to let me know, i really don't know why but i know it has alot to do wit a friend of mine be to overprotective but hopefully it all works out ...i'm seriously praying for this to work out.  because oh my god taking paul would be so exciting ..he's  so goofy i love it. well i'll for sure keep ypu posted on the prom date issue.

but skool is coming close to the end its weird yet very exciting. i don't know how  i feel about it all i really don't. but yea. i can't wait for summer. friends fun owow! its gonna rock!

i'm scared i'm losing my best friend? wat to do wat to do? hmmmm its all good.